perlukah itu?

DIA masih cintakan aku...

i know that i miss that sooo damn much. where can i got those things back? huh?

Ketawa dan airmata

Ketawa dan airmata
Itu sebenarnya cinta
Kalau kau sedih pasti ku rasa
Begitu sebaliknya

Ku senang engkau cemburu
Itu tanda kau sayangiku
Baru kau takut kehilanganku
Begitu juga aku

Ku juga suka bila kau curiga
Itu mengajarku erti setia
Apa pun sikapmu aku terima
Asalkan ada kebaikan
Walaupun sering kau ku tinggalkan
Itu tiada bermakna
Kau ku abaikan

Memang sesekali sikapmu
Membuat aku jemu
Hingga kau takku pedulikan
Untuk menyedarkan

Belum pernah ada cinta
Di dalam kehidupan manusia
Sepanjang masa bahagia
Tanpa air mata...

Kekekeke.. apehal la aku tetibe suke lagu ni..

I'm doing shit today. argghh! Ya Allah, ku pohon petunjuk-Mu..

dear sayang, I must forget you. I must.

Can we?

Cinta?

Cinta datang kepada orang yang masih mempunyai harapan walaupun mereka telah dikecewakan. Kepada mereka yang masih percaya, walaupun mereka telah dikhianati. Kepada mereka yang masih ingin mencintai, walaupun mereka telah disakiti sebelumnya dan kepada mereka yang mempunyai keberanian dan keyakinan untuk membangunkan kembali kepercayaan.

i miss you

I miss this so much.

Ya Allah..

"Ya Allah, dengan izinMu,

Telah banyak yang aku lalui

Hingga pernah resah jiwa ini

Hingga pernah gelisah hati ini

Cinta dunia pernah merantai hati

Walau tidak pernah kuzahiri

Dalam sederap langkah perjalanan hidupku

Jika dulu telah Engkau izinkan

Aku merasai kehangatan kasih dalam alpa

Jika dulu Engkau benarkan

Aku menikmati rindu adam kepada hawa

Jika dulu Engkau biarkan

Aku di dalam bahagia yang sementara

Cukuplah wahai tuhanku!

Kerana di sebalik semua itu

Aku pernah kehilangan cintaMu

Pernah gersang jiwaku

Pernah tandus imanku!

Derita itu merobek ketenanganku

Hatiku yang telah retak semakin retak

Solatku tiada lagi khusyuknya

Rukukku tiada lagi ikhlasnya

Sujudku bersama fikiran yang melayang entah ke mana

Tahajjudku sudah tiada serinya

Munajatku sudah hilang air matanya!

Imanku longlai untuk berkata-kata!

Dan Ya Allah

Setelah semua itu aku lalui

Dengan penuh susah, jerih dan payah

Kugagahi jua langkah lemah ini

Berbekal harapan yang tidak pernah mati

Akhirnya kutemui cintaMu yang hakiki

Manisnya kurasai

Bahagia dan ketenangan abadi!

Bersama setiap sedutan nafas

Beriramalah tasbih, tahmid dan takbir

Hati ini bahagia dengan mengingatiMu

Hati ini derita bila melupaiMu

Engkaulah Kekasih dan cinta hatiku

Sekalipun tidak

Aku berasa kecewa kerana dikecewakan

Bahkan hati yang retak kembali pulih

Hati yang merana kembali damai

Hati yang sirna kembali menyinar!

Syukurku padaMu tuhan!

Atas segala kurniaan

Nikmat rasa cinta yang cuma sedikit padaMu ini,

Jangan Engkau lenyapkan,

Jangan Engkau kuburkan

Tapi, suburkanlah cintaku padaMu tuhan!

Biarkan hati ini

Terus mengharap, berpaut dan bergantung padaMu

Kurniakan kepadaku

Sekeping hati yang kuat

Agar ia terus hidup di dalam cahayaMu

Selamanya!

Wish You Were Here

I can be tough, I can be strong
But with you it's not like that at all
There's a girl that gives a shit
Behind this wall, you've just walked through it

And I remember all those crazy things you said, you left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere, but right now I wish you were here
All those crazy things we did, didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere, but right now I wish you were here

Damn, damn, damn, what I'd do to have you here, here, here, I wish you were here
Damn, damn, damn, what I'd do to have you near, near, near, I wish you were here

I love the way you are
It's who I am, don't have to try hard
We always say, say it like it is
And the truth is that I really miss

All those crazy things you said, you left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere, but right now I wish you were here
All those crazy things we did, didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere, but right now I wish you were here


Damn, damn, damn, what I'd do to have you here, here, here, I wish you were here
Damn, damn, damn, what I'd do to have you near, near, near, I wish you were here

No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you to know
That I never wanna let go
Let go, oh oh

No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you to know
That I never wanna let go
(Let go, let go, let go, let go, let go, let go, let go..)

Damn, damn, damn, what I'd do to have you here, here, here, I wish you were here

I just don't understand..

I don't understand how you can smile all day long, but cry yourself to sleep at night.

How pictures never change but the people in them do.

How your best friend can become your worst enemy, or how strange it is when your worst enemy turns into your best friend.

How forever turns into a few short months that that you'd do almost anything to get back.

How you can let go of something you once said you couldn't live without.

How even though you know something is best for you, it just hurts the same.

How the people who once wanted to spend every second with you, think a few minutes of their time is too much to spare.

How people make promises despite knowing how common it is for promises to be broken.

How people can erase you from their lives just because it's easier than working things out.

I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND..

berbelah bahagi

dugaan. hmm...Ya Allah, tetapkanlah hatiku ini...